Thursday, May 26, 2011

Pissed Away, Wasted, Scoffed And Ignored


Pissed away the rivers, bays and lakes with our dams, oils and chemicals
Wasted my time so haplessly drinking, fighting and carrying on for the girls
Wasted so much fuel on thoughtless commuting, vacationing and shopping
Pissed away my brain on anger, fear, jealousy and desire

Tossed out unopened and unread the lessons the elders had struggled so desperately to send
Ignored the many signals from the earth that our time had grown so dangerous and short
Ignored the melancholy head shaking by those girls with their long brown-hair
Tossed out without a thought so many things the kids now dig for, just trying to re-use

Made so much senseless noise that we always had to shout, just to hear our own thoughts
Now the silence we always feared is no longer pregnant, but simply empty
Now our smoke and our dust does not block out the heat and the sun like it used to
Made a lot of money but always somehow spent quite a bit more than we earned

Scoffed at all the hard-working people who made my foolish lifestyle possible
Destroyed habitats we knew we did not need with those self-satisfied and knowing smirks
Destroyed relationships that then seemed unimportant with my casually caustic sarcasm
Scoffed at the fuzzy science and junk math of those limp environmental wackos

Trampled on the feelings of those who even tried to help to see me through
Gutted the fragrant valleys to extract the coal which we then burned to foul the air
Gutted myself writhing on the poisoned spikes of the invisible fences of safe society
Trampled the carefully tended fields on our endless marches to war’s glory

Fouled my lungs and brain and liver with tobacco and alcohol and propaganda
Derided their calls for sustainability as unnecessary and far too expensive in jobs and money
Derided my own efforts as puny and insignificant until I finally gave them up
Fouled our landfills, roadways and suburbs right along with the blessed rain and the snow

Sacrificed my wanderlust for the prison-style safety of the prairie dog cubicle farm
Sold them on phony religious paradises in return for their tithes, obedience and souls
Sold them out to overseas suppliers, laid them off and took home our fat bonuses
Sacrificed as little as we could and mistook dumb luck for god’s eternal blessing

Walked away from the little messes that I created time and time again
Fouled our entire sweet nest under god’s direction and with the help of our just laws
Fouled up the lives of all the good people who tried in vain just to give me shelter
Walked away from the mine wastes, chemical spills, abandoned factories and the unemployed

Pissed away my few allotted days and then asked why I should not have even more
Pissed away, in a heartbeat, our hard-earned respect from the rest of the world
Pissed away the many chances we were granted to even try to do what was right
Pissed away our precious children’s futures as we lived our lives to the fullest, just for today

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